well. here i sit. in my bed. it's 4:16 am and i have a final at 8 in the morning...and my body refuses to shut down...so i've decided to do what any other sane person would do and fill out another ridiculous survey. yeah. Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
yes i am. although i would like to think that i have changed quite a bit in that i am more mature and more able to stand up for myself.
Three days from now will you have sex?
no sir i will not. but thank you for the offer.
What's the 8th text in your inbox say?
*grabs phone* actually...i've decided to not share what my 8th text in my inbox says....moving on...
What are you wearing right now?
pajamas. well...not really pajamas. i guess it's just red shorts and a Virgin Records shirt that i got at a thriftstore. but right now they are serving as pajamas.
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
being done with this ghastly spring quarter! and eating dinner with my lover alyssa!
Do you think you like anyone?
why does it ask if i THINK i like anyone? that just seems strange to me. it seems to me that if you like someone you know it.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
that i have...but it wasn't on purpose. it just happened. it may be happening right now...
Are you friends with any of your exes?
i guess so. we are friendly. we are friends-ish.
What are you listening to?
the fan in my laptop spinning around.
Do you like your first name?
sometimes. but sometimes it doesn't feel like my name. and it gets really old cause it's so common, so everywhere i go there are like 7 heather's and you never get to be original.
Baseball or football?
football. most def.
Do you like the color gray?
isn't it spelled grey? or is it really gray? hmmmm....
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
lately i have chosen to be jealous of demi moore and sarah jessica parker. if you're going to be jealous of someone you might as well go for the big guns, right?
Do you regret doing something today?
maybe sleeping till 11, because that's the only reason that i can think of why i can't fall asleep right now. oh i also regret leaving the house looking the way i did, since i OF COURSE saw waaaaay more people i knew than i was expecting to.
When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
rain. yeah. not a real original answer. but it's the truth!
Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
no one immediately comes to mind...but i'm sure that there is someone.
Do you think you're old?
no i don't. it is still a little frightening that i will never be a teenager again...but i am begining to come to terms with the idea.
Are you afraid of the dark?
no. i like it to be totally dark when i sleep.
Have you gota a tan?
sadly, i do not. that sure would be nice though.
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
The bowl. and seeing your movie Mark! yes...this is me telling you that you must have it done by the end of july...or else!
When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
there is no top friends on xanga. not yet anyways...
What color is your hair?
dark brown. i should start calling it a dramatic name...like mahogony.
Do you like pancakes?
if they have some sort of fruit on them...or chocolate chips! mmmmm. i guess anything sweet.
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
that i have.
Do you miss anyone?
i miss my daddy. i sent him a father's day card today and it made homesick.
Are you growing apart from someone close?
i think we always are to a certain extent.
Do you have a facebook?
i surely do!
Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
God. that's it.
Are you living a lie?
that would be a sad existence. i don't feel as though i'm living a lie...but who knows! yikes! i'm a little concerned now...
Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
i guess so. sometimes i wish i could switch places with someone for a day...how amazing would that be??
Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren't?
every girl has...come to think of it....i think every person has!
Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
who is this person living in general? i would like to meet them. if they're out there loving me in general i would at least like to sit down and have a cup of coffee with them.
What is one thing you miss about your past?
ummmmm. you know... i honestly can't think of anything...wow. that must either be a really good sign, or a really bad one...i'm not quite sure which it is. do i have a good life right now...or did my past just suck really bad? hmmm.
Can you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
no i can not. truly.
Do you talk a lot?
i'm gonna answer no, even though i know there are people who would strongly disagree.
Can you play pool?
i can play it really horribly! much in the way that i play any other type of game or sport.
When was the last time you cried really hard?
oooooh. really hard? driving on the freeway (totally unsafe by the way) on the way home from little women callbacks. blech. horrible experience.
If you could change your eye color would you?
uhhh. no. brown eyes certainly are the least interesting of all the eye colors, but they're what God picked for me so i'm happy with it!
Ever had a song written about you?
no i haven't. that kinda sucks. but i have never written a song about anyone else so i guess it's only fair.
Ever kissed your number 10 on myspace?
hang on...i don't remember who my number 10 is...awwww it's my jessica schmessica! but no. i haven't. but i do love her dearly!
Are you self conscious?
very rarely.
Last bed you slept in and with who?
my own with roger...my rhino.
Slept with someone you dont know in a bed?
that would be pretty akward. i'm pretty sure i've never done that.
Ever danced infront of the mirror?
oooh yeah. i love me some crazy room dancing!
How many hours sleep did you get last night?
ummmm like 9?
What do you currently hear right now?
a bird chirping. what kind of horrible bird chirps at 4:56 in the morning??
What did you do today?
slept in. put away all of my food. took a shower. studied for finals. moved my bed. watched sex & the city. had dinner with april cason. had ice cream with dustin and april. and studied some more.
what did you do yesterday?
had 2 finals. moved out of the apartment. had rehearsal. had late dinner with marky mark! oooh! and got gas! and wasted more than a dollar on it too!
You like the color green?
i like it very much.
Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
probably my mom. she says things like that.
Does your number 19 have any significance to you?
yes. it's what i was a few weeks ago.
Be honest, do you like people in general?
i still don't know where this general place is! haha.
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
on here? my favorite harbenheimer!
Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
josh...otherwise known as drunk boy.
What do you think your best friends doing right now?
sleeeeeeping.
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
god only knows...and that's the truth!
Who was the last friend in your house?
Marky Mark! cause he is a fabulous friend who helps me in my times of need. =]
it is now 5:03. i have to be up in less than 2 hours. good gracious!
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